2004-08-11 - 10:18 p.m.

hey, i dont have much to say, so this wont take too long.

monday night i went to a bluefield orioles game. brandon and i gave the hot 19 year old that works at the souvenir stand brian's number. she actually called him too, but he wasn't home. sucks for him.

nofx was on conan last night. they were awesome.

everybody should watch the movie, the frighteners. its not an amazing movie, but its pretty cool. michael j. fox has the ability to see ghosts and there's this one ghost that keeps killing all these people and since michael j. fox has the ability to see ghosts, naturally its his duty to stop it. and if you have ever seen full metal jacket, the sargent from full metal jacket is in the frighteners as the sargent from full metal jacket...only a ghost. holy crap.

rock against bush vol.2 came out yesterday, yay!

song of the day(1): nofx - "franco un-american"

song of the day(2): misfits - "saturday night"

song of the day(3): the secretions - "boner"

song of the day(4): big d and the kids table - "the difference"

quote of the day: "wake up and waste a day

chase away

a day at a time

and waste away

clean-faced today

clean taste today

toothpaste makes my

orange juice sour

waste an hour

or so

my shower

is slow

the flowers

that grow

outside of my window

are blooming

I'm assuming

that you're comin' over soon

it's almost half past four

and you called here at noon

'cause there's a picture

that you wanna see

now I'm not even good

at being me

anymore.

she got nicotine-basted

lungs

wasted thumbs

and one of them asphalt

tastin' tongues

she wakes up

to alarm

her make-up

is still on

and she can't remember

why she set the damn thing

her heart is a machine

art is meant to be seen

not felt

not heard

it's just paint

they're just words

and fingers are for feeling

fists are for beating

scabs are for healing

and blood is for bleeding

that's just how

I used to be

but I'm not even good

at being me

anymore.

i wake up and waste an hour

pace and glower

at the tv set wasting power

aching in my head

i'm banking in the red

and compulsively charging cd's to my account

so come out

jenny

it's getting late

you jersey girls like to make boys wait

now it's too late

in the day

for a matinee

and I ain't got the

money to pay

for you anyway

what should I say?

I know it ain't how it

used to be

but I'm not good

at being me

anymore." -the matches - "scratched out"

i dont know what it is, but i really like how that's written.

i'm done.