2005-04-20 - 10:32 p.m.

alright, ok. i'm not gonna go into much detail, but i just got off the phone with sarah and i must say, it was very comforting. this is probably the smoothest break up i've ever had. we're still good friends, and who knows? maybe 2 or 3 years down the road we'll cross paths again in the same manner as i said to her. she said if it was meant to be we'll get back together, which is something i've always believed. i'd like to think that we would get back together at some point, but i guess we'll find out when that day comes, if it comes. basically, the main reason things didn't work out was the fact that she wasn't ready for a relationship that was getting as serious as ours was getting. which i can understand, i mean i dont think i would have been ready at her age either. i'm glad we can still be friends tho(even if beth says we're supposed to hate each other). of course it still sucks to some degree, but i am glad that i didn't lose her completey. she is truely special to me. i love her and i always will.

quote of the day: "i always thought it was kind of comforting to think that people like that can never forget you because a time period out of their life was yours, and a whole fraction of their existance was you, and when they look back on everything, you'll be there- on the timeline of everything, and no matter how messed up anything gets, even if you live on opposite sides of the world, and you're too far away or you haven't talked in ages, you're still closer than breath, closer than touch, because part of you is theirs, and part of them is yours." -taylor

i thought that was really beautiful.

anyway, a few closing thoughts i need to get out...

the lady at mean gene's burgers sounds exactly like rocky from rocky and bullwinkle, my roommate has been wearing the same pair of pants since i moved in, and i hate hawthorne heights. goodnight.